Who am I? Something that I think I have had to face lately, something
I face daily....I want my identity to be found in nothing else, but
Christ alone, my dependency to be found in Christ alone. So what does
that mean? What does that look like? Living for Christ, depending on
Christ?....God is our creator my one and only Savior, so why don't I
treat him like that. For I am nothing but clay and God is the potter,
but yet over and over I try and mold myself, why don't I trust God,
why don't I live like I trust God. Paul says "I do not understand what
I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. And if
I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. As it is,
it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. I know
that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature."Romans
7:15-18. So with this I understand that I am no longer alive to my
sinful nature, But if it is Christ that lives within me then my mind
is captivated by Christ and no longer to my old sinful nature...but
it's a daily struggle....but what continues to give me strength is
Faith and Faith alone. I know that I can not do anything on my own,
even fight my old sinful nature, for I embrace my weaknesses for where
I am weak God's strength shines through me,"That is why, for Christ's
sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in
persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am
strong."-2 Corinthians 12:10.
So what does one mean when they say that their identify is found in
Christ, the very definition of identity is found in the Websters
dictionary as i·den·ti·ty (-dnt-t): The set of behavioral or personal
characteristics by which an individual is recognizable as a member of
a group; The distinct personality of an individual regarded as a
persisting entity; individuality. So to me to say that my identify is
found in Christ, would be quite simple really, it would mean that I
take on the behavioral or personal characteristics of Christ. WOW! OK
so ya way simpler said then done. So yes I am a sinner but I am being
sanctified, straining toward the final gaol of Glorification, that
day that Christ will return!
Hold On
Written by Shawn McDonald and Chris Stevens
Another day gone by
And again I ask myself why
I question my sanity
Why I believe what I believe
Some might think that I am crazy
For believing in something I cannot see
So won't You now
Hold on to me, hold on
Hold on to me, yeah
Please don't let me go no, no, hold on
'Cause I am prone to wonder
Prone to leave this faith I know
Hold on
And now they say that the wise man
Well, he fears the Lord
And this fear, well, it's the beginning of all wisdom
And I must be a fool
'Cause I sure don't seem to fear You
'Cause the very things that You will me to do
Well, I just don't seem to get around to
The very things that You hate
Are the very things that I always stumble into
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on
'Cause I am prone to leave this faith I know
Prone to leave this God I love
Won't You hold on
Won't You hold on to me